How high is this climb?


My world, my place of being is here, I know that for a fact. There is something missing though, some form of familiarity from home. How can I quench this thirst of wanting to see my family? I thought that from all the crazy events that takes place here, that I would see a middle ground. Then to suddenly realize that middle ground doesn’t exist and that the ride in getting to the top might be harder than guessed? I meet myself with the middle half of my fall 2008 quarter in my educational institution that is the Art Institute of California – San Francisco. In the daunting task that I hold now, I feel weary from my long journey since my arrival in the summer. Everyday I wished I had something to give me a break and let me suffer less. Ah but I discovered for myself that, anywhere I go, anywhere I live it will be what myself be. The effects comes in what I feel and the desire to call on it. Call on my wishes to come true, and make my mind full of satisfaction to know and physically experience the truth before me.

But how high should this climb be? Am I halfway there or is it just the beginning of a really hard mission? Should I even think this is hard, because I see no end to this insanely intense program? Yes people, I’m talking about school, but not only that I’m talking about, I’m also talking about life in general here and now!

… For in this time of now, I experienced relationships, costume parties, intense school work and infinite social events. I have to take a break no? Ah but I need to get over 5 more weeks of this madness. As you see, I’m a bit weary of this intense stuff that is school and girls, and parties too. But I’ll make it to the end. I remember what I’m here for damn it, and I check myself from when I get stupid.

– g –

About Gerardo Valerio

I'm Gerardo J Valerio, a freelancer in graphic design and currently a game designer. My aspirations are to have my creative works to be known throughout the interwebs. I'm right now venturing into independent game development and hopefully be successful at it. I'm also a crohn disease sufferer but advocate to find solutions against it. I live in Boston but my second home will always be San Francisco. I'm hopeful one day to return to the bay area and share my knowledge to enthusiastic folks who are curious about me. Also, my blog is the center piece of my expressions. I have always used it to communicate my feelings and artistry. Now more than ever before I will be posting new features and behind the scenes development of my quest to be a game designer. - g -
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