A week after my walk, as I predicted before I would be suffering from some after effects of 20 miles.  More so from my heart because the one who I love, faded into memory. The subconscious couldn’t handle it much so it manifested into something more physical.  So now I’m trying to survive the pains and trying to make sense within my second self that we must go on with our lives. So then I found something inside me that wants to do; That I want to create something just to show my sorrow and pain.  Instead of drawing on a canvas, why not create a full out story using an easy to pick up tool to present it?  I always wanted to create a story of my alter-ego, and let people interact with it.  So I then went to buy RPG Maker VX for my window’s Vista OS.

This mini project will give me motivation for something instead of watching porn all day and cry about my past all the time.  I haven’t been able to concentrate because of all the drama in my head but now that I am locked with the physical pain in bed, I said to myself is time to do something to get my sanity back.

So I call this project: Mariolegend VX.

Of course that’s not the title of my game, I already have the title but I won’t show what it is now.  I’ll show the progression of my project from time to time like always.  I’m creating my own graphics and animation, so how you may contemplate that will take some time to do.  Don’t worry, I recently installed some very powerful tools on my computer to hold me for a while until I can get a super machine to make nasty stuff on it.

Just like the past, I promise not to promise when I will release this mini project.  So don’t hold your breath for it.  I’m only talking about it to think out loud and see for myself that I want this for real.

So now is time to go and take my pills.

– g –